i and a 17 year old girl who hates it when her parents are pushing her into going to a place she doesnt' want to go.. that's what they are doing right now. there is a place called burdick job corps center half way across the state and i dont' want to go back there. i am currently home because i hit my roomate.. she called me a "fat dike" i might be fat but the word "dike" is unacceptable in my life.. i am bisexual and i have been called worse but i dont know. if i get kicked out because of it, i should have left her with a black eye and bloody nose instead of a really red hand mark on her cheek.. like, my hand was red and kinda burning.. that's how hard i slapped her.. oh well. many people cheered me on doing so.. not a lot of people like her... hehe. i'm gonna beg them to kick me out because i could never last again there.. i'm just gonna say, "if it happened once, i can't garentee it wont' happen again" if they dont' listen to that.. i'm gonna be back there again and i will hit someone else.. iknow who i want to as well..

anyways. that job corps center is where i met my love, jason. i miss him terribly. he got kicked out of there so i havn't seen him in almost 2 months.. it's driving me nuts but we talk almost everyday. he's saving up money to move into an apartment here.. but what good will it do if i'm back at job corps.. i hear he's almost got enough money for a couple of months.. he's still gonna keep saving though. i already know the place he should work.. great pay to.. yep.. marvin windows and doors..

neither of us care as long as we are together.. i love him so much and i have been dating him for 4 and a half months.. we were engaged but we broke up, anf got back together like, 4 hours later.. this happens a lot but we always concidered ourselves dating, even for the couple hour break ups... well i got to go..

ttyl KatS